** 今天**

今天心情真的差透了....

不想工作,只想平心静气的过这一天.

原来我不是自己想象中那么坚强.

可能之前的工作环境不是那么恶劣,所以我都是出于"小绵羊"的状态里.

现在真的需要长大了...

很多事情真的要很谨慎处理

~~不是每个同事都是这么和蔼可亲的.
~~不是每个同事都是这么都愿意拔刀相助的
~~不是每个同事都愿意和你并肩作战的

在大多数的情况下:

~~ 他们都是自己顾自己
~~ 他们都不会无端端的帮助你,因为背后一定会有阴谋.
~~他们都是笑面虎
~~他们不会负责任的
~~ 他们会加罪你的

他们都会雪上加霜!!

我真的好累...

我一点都不想再这么辛苦自己了.

十月逐渐德靠近了....

我真得太累了....

脸上的豆豆还是那么多!!!

我妈妈一见到我就开始啰嗦我的脸有难看....

很多人都警告我说"要当新娘了,怎么脸那么多豆豆?"

啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我也不想的....

我要多休息了....

但是今天的心情特别沉重....

Recently.........

Now comes to AUgust...

It's middle of August.

However, i never activate my lovely blog.

With cruel and bored mood, i let my blog lies at there.

Dont wish to touch on her...

Dont have any courage... mood... to write something regarding myself.

Forgiving myself for this such BAD excuse.

Feeling tired... Everyday just busying...

Yes..you are truly correct.

I AM BUSYING....

busying for what??

yes... for everything....

Just feeling exhausted after knocking off from office.

Somehow... my "belove" boss such a of suck boss.

i really can not guess what's inside his mind?

i really can not understand why he dislikes his sub-ordinate to back home on time.

Everyday.... non-stop... same mode...

time comes to 5.30pm, my "belove" boss will come and seek for me just to pass me this and that.

because he is trying to pull me back so that i have no excuse to back home on time.

I just frustrated on this....

Desperate boss.... now i am closely to become a desperate sub-ordinate.

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OH NO...........

i dislikes this kind of life style.

I have no time to do my art works;

i have no time to speed up my designs;

I have no time to do something special for me;

I have no time to have my own working life........

I need to split into many portions~~

In office, become a desperate workers;

At home, i need to become a good wife;

Back to my mom's home, i need to become a good daughter....

During weekend~~

I need to become a best Fiancee for wedding preparation.

Such a busy period for me.

NOW....the terrible thing comes to me.

MY Beauty face becomes ugly ~~ full of pimples.

Because of work, because of tiredness....

i really can not accept this consequences.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................

i want and wish to scream loudly and hardly from my truly heart.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.........

those unhappy stuffs please go away from me!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.......

those pimples wil disappear from my beauty face.

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please...........

HOPE everything going smoothly after this tough period.

I wanna my easy life style back.......

TAMMY ~~ you shall stand up and work out now....

dont let yourself become ugly bride on OCTOBER.

dont let yourself down because of such BAD boss.

LET yourself staying in HAPPY mode.

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Happy go LUCKY ~~