Merry Christmas ~~ **Jingle bell Jingle bell**

Ding dong bell ~ ding dong bell~~ Christmas song?? Yes..this is the song we sang during childhood period. I am not well in English song. So my "ding dong bell" just followed the rhythms of the music. Actually the song is " Jingle bell~ Jingle ~ Jingle all the ways.." hehehe..


Christmas is coming soon. What present do you all prepare for your own sweetheart~~darling~~honey~~?? Yes..i am just thiking and thinking…what I shall give him as christmas present? I want my present is special. Yes..i like to hand make card. Sure~hand make christmas card sure is my choice. i think my darling sure will feel happy with this special christmas card. Definitely the card is can not buy in any shops.


besides for hand make christmas card, I am planning to buy a new cheaper handphone for my loevly darling. Because I know he's too frugality for his own life. Although his handphone nearly spoil, the key pad already hardly to push and to scroll down and up, he still using it.i know he's prefer to save the money than buy not really useful thing. He said he want to use the handphone until it spoil and really can not press. Yes, i agreed with him that we no need to waste so much money to buy those unuseful things, better save more for our future. hehehe..i listened to him but i stil want to give him a surprise~ BUY HIM A HANDPHONE. yeah~ my handphone also is a old model of nokia. i think i also need to change. therefore, i want to buy a pair of couple handphone for ourselves. Hehehe... really happy!! but i need to wait for my year end bonus, i just can buy us a new handphone. darling ~~ wait ya..wait for my surprise!! muakz...


well~~the Christmas presents have been prepared. Now is the turn for Christmas dinner. Yeah~~ where I shall go for our Christmas dinner?? Let me think thoroughly. However, for last 3 years we just stayed at home for our Christmas. Nothing special. Yes, last year I cooked a delicious Christmas dinner and celebrated with him. every time before Christmas, I asked him where should we go for our Christmas dinner celebration. he just give me a short answer " no need celebration. The price of the food will double up in any restaurants. we better save the money and have our celebration during normal season." wahahahha..yes!! my darling is that kind of people ~ too frugality man!! but I love him. I like his good attitudes and personalities.


Therefore, I think this year Christmas also the same. Cook at home, celebrate at home. Ehhehe…Yes!!I enjoy cooking with darling because my darling really expert in cooking. He really excellent to flavors with condiments. The first I ate his cooking is during my college time. he cooked a delicious and tasty spaghetti for me. I forgot that time was celebration for what, I know I really enjoy the spaghetti cooked by my darling. As he said " don't waste so much money to double pay for the unreasonable expensive Christmas food." Yes, as my conclusion I think I will prepare the menu of Christmas dinner and cook with him, enjoy the food with him. Darling... I love you. Merry Christmas~~

知足常乐~~

我真的可以知足常乐吗?很多时候，我都告诉自己说现在我的生活已经很好了，比起非洲贫困的国家，我算是吃得饱睡得好的人类了。在非洲生活的黑人每餐都肚不温饱，可能喝的都是黄泥水、吃的都是树枝树根抑是一些残渣。他们是多么的可怜。看到他们的生活和自己比较，我就觉得自己真的很幸运了。土生土长在一个没有天灾、经济正在发展的国家已经是一种福气了。那我还能要求些什么呢?是的，我不能再要求什么，但人的心态总是在变化、变换、变幻，我也是如此。当我告诉自己说要知足常乐，想想其他贫苦的国家，我的心就安定下来，我的想法真的会跟着"知足常乐走着。但走着走者。。贪心的观念又再次浮现在脑海里，就会开始怨天尤人，就会开始钻牛角尖，就会开始为自己找一百个理由。然后就会开始不开心、开始沮丧、开始嫌这嫌那，然后开始不满意自己的工作岗位，再然后就很想找到一分工资高、待遇好的公司。一点一滴的不满及怨言使我的生活充满了怨气不快的气氛、霓漫着死气沉沉、没干劲、没动力的生活。

近几个星期来，心情不怎么好的我更加无法控制自己那股"不知足，不常乐"的思绪。最近我又开始埋怨我亲爱的他，埋怨他赚的钱少工钱低；埋怨他帮不到我；埋怨没什么给过我惊喜；埋怨他好像没什么顾及到我。。。我就一直在埋怨。我懂一直以来他都是那位常常陪伴我度过难关的人；我清楚知道他的家境不怎么的富有；我更加知道他的家庭负担是多么的重。之前的我绝对不会常把"钱"字挂在嘴边。因为我顾及他的感受，因为我尊重他；因为我懂他是个有本事的人，只是这匹本事的马还没遇上寻找他的伯乐。但最近不知怎么搞的??我处处针对他说他那样不好，这样不顺眼。。。窝懂我不应该说出口，因为会伤害彼此的感情。还好的是他懂我最近的情绪不稳定，他谅解我的难处，所以他都一一原谅我。

一直以来我都懂每个月他必须给他家人一大半的工资，剩下的又必须存进我们的联名户口，所以他自己所剩无几。每天看他记录每天早餐、午餐和晚餐的费用，我真的很心疼。我告诉过他，我希望他生活不必那么节俭，平常可以吃得好一些。但他告诉我说"我想省下平常的费用，然后星期六和日和我一起出去逛街、陪我吃好吃的东西。"是的，我非常之感动!! 我懂他的用意，所以很多时候一起出去吃得费用我们都是AA计。可能你们会觉得我好笨。你们都会认为男人的责任就是必须支付女人的费用。但在我心里，他事完全不同的。我看到的一切都是他辛辛苦苦为我好、为家人好。所以我觉得他努力的付出是我的骄傲、是我的光荣。当看到他的开心的样子我就会跟着开心。

他常和我说人要活得开心，知足常乐就好。是的，他可以办得到，而我却好像不能。但我有和他约定说我尽量去做好"知足常乐"得角色。我会好好去学习怎样积极的面对我的人生；怎样去办好自己的角色；怎样去掌握自己的前途；怎样才能活得开心、快乐。我的下一个目标就是"知足常乐"!!加油吧!!Tammy ~~在你的身边有着一位这么爱你、支持你的他，你一定能办得到。

**Jess wedding**

yes~~ on 17th October, my hearting beating fast because i am too excited to participate Jess wedding in Sarawak.

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Here~ Peter and Tammy took some funny pictures in the Penang airport during the waiting time to Sarawak

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the next day, Jess wedding~ held in a church.

here came with Beautiful Jess with her lovely father.

After the swearing ceremony, the groom and bride were hand in hand walking out to the churh main door.

During the time groom and bride taking photo with relatives, we also taking photo inside the churh~

Peter ~ Tammy ** Love each other!!

Beautiful girls~~

NOW was the time we took the pictures with the groom and bride.

What?? What we are trying to do?? wahahaha..the man became a band while the girls became the funs of the band.

We were in groom and bride new house new room.

Here we were had some shoot at the lobbie of the hotel we stayed. The photo took before going to Jess wedding dinner.

Peter and Tammy~~

before the wedding dinenr started, we also took some picture there.

Half way of the dinner, we came out and took picture with Jess.

After the dinner, all the guests were gone, we were waiting the tour bus came to pick us. while once again we took some picture with Jess.

After reaching hotel, we took the picture in front of hotel which had many "kucing"s there.

Yes~~ 18th October was the wonderful day. i am so so so excited and happy.wishing Jess and Eddie ~happy forever!!

心情~

假如你问我今天的心情如何呀? 我的答案绝对是 " 我的心情真的很差。

不懂为何近几个星期来我的心情特别的低落。是不是都往不好的反面思索。可能工作上的压力抑是自己给自己的压力呢?我想两反面都是吧!自从两位新老板加入这件公司后，我变得没理由的忙碌起来。他们俩对我的要求工作日月增加，有增无减的。更加糟糕过份的是那个不知是不是会做人上司的猪头老板一直把他自己的份内事往我身上丢，我扛得很辛苦。美丽挺直的肩膀最近变得伤痕累累的肌肉肩膀。我非常之珍惜他们所带给我的"锻炼"。有的锻炼是好的:但有的锻炼却是不必要。而我现在的锻炼绝对是不必要的。为什么我这样说呢?因为他们给我所做的工作大部分都是浪费时间浪费精力的，做了完全对公司的利益一点帮助都没有，但他们为了帮自己在大大日本老板面前邀功，所以绞尽脑汁都要为自己增添高分的表现。

这几个月来我工作得好辛苦。每天都在赶他们催促的东西，而我自己的事就日月累积。我真的觉得他们很刻薄我；我真的开始厌倦这里的工作性质了。之前我还告诉自己说忍耐多一年。累积多点经验，那找别的工作也应该会容易一些吧!!那时的我想清楚后心情也平静了，也开始为自己的前途而努力。但现在呢?我开始对现在的岗位完全失去兴趣及信心。那份热忱的心已经不再存在了；那份愿意为公司付出的心也逐渐被他们用了冷水狠狠地扑灭了。

上个月和我的就老板去公干时他透露了一些事给我知道。他说我的直属新上司被大大日本老板叫去开会然后告诉他shuo说他五个月来的表现不是很好，他的试用期展期多两个月。那时的我是真的有点开心，心想假如他的试用期失败了那多好呀!!一个度月的今天，我的旧老板在近期内已经开始交棒给他了，开始吩咐他做他的负责的事了。依我的判断，我猜想那新的猪头老板应该已经过了试用期了吧!唉~~我真的好失望、好沮丧、好担心。。失望的是他那种懒散的表现都会成功过了试用期；沮丧的是以后在公司的日子一定不好过；担心的是那个新的猪头老板一定会给我很多工作把我累死吧!!


我在想最近心情不怎么好的我应该也是因为这件事吧!!我真的好灰心哦。之前我告诉自己说假如那个猪头新老板真的成功过试用期的话，我会辞职不干，然后找新的工作。但以现在的情形来看，经济不景气，很多人都被"炒鱿鱼"，很多人都在失业，假如我偏偏在这时候辞职那不是很对不起他人；那不是有可能找不到工；那不是很好吧!! 唉~~我想我还是忍辱、吞了这口气吧!等经济好一些才慢慢开始找工作吧!!加油吧~甜蜜!!你一定能的!!

Stress~~

recently i dont know why i am so stress?! Is the stress comes from my boss or i am giving myself ? sometimes i really can not take a good breath during working hours. non-stop busy~~

Before the 2 new bosses join my company, i stil have some free time to chat with colleagues. Now?? oppss..i am pretty busy..Why i am so busy?? because i need to report to 4 bosses. One is Japanese boss, one is the old boss whose is the one i respect most, one is Malay boss ( he's my direct superior now ) and another one is Chinese boss ( he's in charge in production).

Japanese boss is that one feeling hard to deal with because whatever he say you need to follow. what instruction come from him, you just can follow. Yes~ i am that one who always need to follow his instuction. He's my big big boss. His upper line is another Japanese boss ( big big big boss~ managing director ). japanese guy is that kind of people you just can not do any objection on his decision making. haiz...this is the thing i felt defficult to deal with.

The old boss is the boss i respect to him the most. because started from beggining i joined this company, he teached me many things. However, after i joining for half year more, he's retired . The lucky thing is he hired back by big big big boss under one year contract. His contract was terminated on next year June. Alhought i am respect to him, somehow he always scolds me without reasons. Sometimes when he's in down mood, you will be scolded by him if you are going to ask him some questions. otherwise, you just kept the questions until his mood is going to smooth. I am smart girl~~ I will solve problem myself just asking him my decision correct or not. Working with him nearly 2 years, i scolded by him about 3 to 4 times only. i think i am the lucky one who seldom make him angry!!

The Malay boss is the one i not really happy with. why?? last time i thought his is that kind of boss really good for employee. i thought he's good and excellent in his job. however, time can prove everything. 5 months passing, during this 5 months he just pushing his job to me let myself alone to do, to follow.... whatever thing or job come from Japanese boss , he sure push to me. WHat?? What kind of boss?? i started getting frustrated on him. feeling disappointed... sometimes some jobs not really need to do, just waste our time, he can use his authority to tell and explain to Japanese that the jobs are not really useful. but............ he's not...he's just accepted whatever decision from Japanese. I really angry that he always push the things to me. So i become the second busiest person in our company. i am not to blame on how busy was I. just i got my own jobs, not only to handle their job. I tell myself is the Malay boss pass his probation period, i am going to resign and find another better job. ermm..i know nowsaday everybody was fired by company, economy reccession.... you all will scold me!! however this is my decision. I make it a tousand months ago....

Another chinese new boss seldom touch on me because he 's in charge in production. but sometimes he's also that one always come to "kacau" me.

Anyway, I don’t know when I will finish my busy life. Just waiting another company to give me another chances. I really hope that my efforts will be appreciated by my superior. Wish myself a very good luck. Hope everything is going smoothly. Tomorrow would be another beautiful day!!

Company Trip ~ Chiang Mai

Last year 14th to 17th July, i had joined company trip to Chiang Mai. Yes~ i am luckier person who can go for company trip during her probation period. my colleague~ Kelvin Low (salesman) told me that last time even he joined for half year more , company did not provide him the chance go for company trip. I am so appreciated the chance has been given to me. Thank you so much ~ My boss ( Cheang Yik Ming )

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here is the elephant farm.
This photo shows that the elephants were playing around the river. They use the trank sucked the water ( not really clean river water ) and sprayed on who are crossing by. Hehehe..i am so smart~ because i never near that place. i just took picture far away and zoom in. Frankly speaking, i am that kind of people not really interested on animal especially feather animals. I also dont know why i did not have any "Love" feeling on animal. Though i dislike animal, i am that kind people very kindhearted, gentle.... truely...honestly~~

Here was the shows from the "cutie" elephant. Honestly, i dont think elephant is "cutie" animal. i decribed as cutie because my lovely colleagues just screamed as loud as they can" wa~~~ they are so cute". whaT??? how can use " cute" to describe the giant zise elephant. May be...but i dont think so..... For the performances from those well trained elephant , i realized that elephants also can be the smart animal. The excellent and amazing part i really love is ELEPHANT CAN DRAW.I am felt unbeliavable that elephant can use the trunk for drawing. "well trained~~good~~smart~~intelligent~~....." these words i am using to praise the elephants. really~~ i love this show.

after the elephant shows we went to the souvenier shop.hehehe..here is me~ a silly post!!


Again~~ second silly post at somewhere else. hahaha..i forgot that place. just remember that that place is a temple and can make wish there. inside the temple has many bells, is for tourist to make their wish. ermm... although i want to have dream comes true, i lazy to ring all the bells there ( they said after ringing all the bells there, the dream just can come true), so i just playing around there.

here is the opium farm. but now no more opium there. just a farm full flower. again~~ a silly post with colleague ~ Ong Ong ( ong Gaik peng ).

This is my boss ~ Cheang Yik Ming. He was hired back under with company. He's a very nice boss, teach me many things. hehehe.. now..he still my boss. his contract is until next year 2009 June. " I want to kill him?" hehehe... a joke with him.

A beautiful girl~ Tammy with beautiful orchids.

Now again and again~~ silly post with another colleague ~ Ong Seong. He's the one who very friend with me in the company. he's helpful person. Always help me whenever i am in trouble. Many funny and silly post with lovely colleagues~~

Yeah~~ I am at long neck village!! need to give tips after taking photo with them =(. hehehe...

I am now at umbrella manufacturer. Yeah~~ the umbrellas are so big!! the painting of umbrella is so beautiful!!

In K room?? wahahah...i think all of us something going wrongly that time. Why in other country also want to have a singing time?? hahaha..yes..i am the follower. so i also become something wrongly person. The night full of cheerful sounds. Nice night~~

In the tour bus~ Took some funny post with colleague~ Yee Ting.

here is the place near to LAOS.

forget this place name. wahahaha..

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Hiking to Light House

Last year someday with sunny day, we ~ Jasmine, John , Peter and me had a successful hiking trip to Mukka Head~ Light House. That day felt so excited, never think that need to bring sunblock. therefore, the consequences was ?? i became a "black woman". hahaha...not really black, just took off the shirt , i can clearly notice the sunburn on my body. anyway...that time really happy and enjoying.

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this photo we took on the boat to light house. extremely excited!! Peter ~ my lovely darling become our cameraman. cheers~~

we climbed about half and hour more just reached the top of light house. Yeah~~ John opened the door ~ same with us~ Peter and me also opened the door and went outside of the light house to have a mountain and sea view.

Yeah~~ Finally we reached the top of light house. Really tired. sweating and sweating... non-stop though we were rest for some times.

some silly posts during the time we step up the stair to the top of light house. All of us so " Pan Ye". kekeke....

Here also inside the light house~~

Sea view~~had some shoots with Peter, john and jasmine.

What was John did?? Really silly act~~

Here is the lower site of light house.

After enjoying the time at light house. Almost 2 pm, it's the close time for light house. After hiking down from light house, we were playing around the beach.

Finally....after two to three hours more hiking back from light house there, i reached and finished my today's journey. really thankful to John!! because he's the one know the wonderful Light house. a memorable and enjoyable Hiking Day!! Cheers~~

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